HATE IT!!!
I KNOW THERE WILL NEVER COME A POINT THAT YOU WILL UNDERSTAND ME COZ BLOOD IS ALWAYS THICKER THAN WATER AND EVEN IF I INSIST ON SOMETHING I WILL NEVER WIN….
YOU’VE NEVER FELT WHAT I’M FEELING RIGHT NOWAND SO YOU DON’T HAVE THE RIGHT TO TELL ME THAT I’M WRONG NEITHER YOUR RIGHT…
IT’S NEVER TOO LATE…DO WHAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO DO….WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY….ANYWAY YOU CAN ALWAYS DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED EVEN WITHOUT MY APPROVAL…..
I REALLY DO HATE YOU A LOT….AND I CAN NEVER IMAGINE HOW COME THAT IT’S ALWAYS BEEN YOU WHO HURTS ME THIS WAY…..REALLY I DO IF YOU CAN JUST FEEL HOW HURT I AM….MAYBE THEN YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND ME……
FEELING OF JUST AN OPTION
DON’T TELL ME THAT I’M TOO STUPID AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M DOING! IT’S ALWAYS BEEN YOU WHO MADE ME FEEL THIS WAY! DON’T BLAME IF I DO ALWAYS ACT LIKE THIS…IT’S BEYOND CONTROL!!! IT’S A FEELING THAT CAN NEVER BE CHANGE COZ IT’S ALWAYS BEEN WHO I AM AND I’M ALWAYS HONEST ON HOW I FEEL!
IT’S VERY CLEAR I’M JUST AN OPTION TO YOU! SO WHO AM I TO EXPECT FROM YOU IF YOU ALWAYS TELL ME THAT I HAVE TO UNDERSTAND AND GIVE WAY ALL THE TIME COZ I WAS JUST ……I DON’T KNOW!
I WISH THINGS ARE FAIR!!! AND THAT I WON’T FEEL MISERABLE ALL THE TIME…..I WISH I HAVE MY OWN TIME FOR MYSELF WITHOUT THE WORRIES OF GOING HOME MAYBE COZ SOMEONE IS THERE WAITING FOR ME….OR MAYBE I SHOULD BE HOME COZ I HAVE MANY THINGS TO PREPARE……
SOMETIMES I THOUGT THAT LIFE IS REALLY UNFAIR! WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO DO GOOD WHERE INFACT OTHER DO NOT! I WANT A LIFE WITH FREEDOM TO DO WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY….I WANT TO REVIVE THAT ENTHUSIASM THAT I HAVE IN ME….THAT BELIEF IN MYSELF THAT I CAN DO THINGS BECAUSE I WANTED IT!!!
LIFE CAN BE TOO CRUEL SOMETIMES….FINANCES IS DOWN….FRIENDS AREN’T TOO HONEST BUT IF YOU GOT SOMEONE WHOM YOU THINK UNDERSTANDS YOU SOMEHOW LIFE CAN BE EASY!!!
I HATE IT! REALLY HATE IT THAT I ALMOST WANTED TO GIVE UP….I DON’T SEE MY ESSENSE…I FEEL LIKE I DON’T EXIST COZ NOBODY FEEL ME THAT I EXIST…..EVEN YOU!!!!
DON’T YOU THINK IT’S A WASTE OF TIME SPENDING TIME TOGETHER WHEREIN YOU DON’T REALLY SEE ME THERE!!!
IT’S ME AND YOU CAN’T ASKO ME TO CHANGE BECAUSE YOU WANT IT…..YOU SHOULD HAVE ACCEPTED ME OF WHO I AM…..IT’S JUST A MATTER OF ACCEPTANCE THAT RELATIONSHIPS BETWEEN YOUR FAMILIES CAN NEVER BE FIXED….IT WILL JUST BE A PART OF YOUR ILLUSION…..ENOUGHT FOR THE HEARTACHES…ENOUGH FOR ALL THE BAD THINGS THAT THEY HAVE TOLD THE PEOPLE BACK HOME….ANYWAY GOD KNOW WHAT WAS THE TRUTH….
IT I DO ALWAYS HAVE MY RECENTMENT…..IT’S THE CONSEQUENCES OF WHAT THEY DID AND SO DON’T TELL ME WHAT AM I TO DO….
IF YOU CAN’T UNDERSTAND THOSE THINGS……THEN I THINK WE BOTH LET GO!!!!
Oi Maaga siya..
He came home a bit earlier yesterday…kung cguro binati nya ako ng wala sa hulog baka matanong ko siya ng “Oi maaga ka, okay na ba ung pasyente mong bagong panganak?” hahahaha! kaso nde eh..
Ala lang dito n2man ako umaatake n2man pagkamaldita ko…keber eh ganito nga ako eh…at bkit ba..
Oh really!?
I don’t know what to react..in the first place i am not even interested to know anything about them.
Oh really! so what was your parents reaction? sure they will…hehehe
Seems like oh! i got interested for the first time…well i think for now yes coz i guess it’s part of the karma hehehe
Am i bad expressing happiness from others sadness..hehhe
